Friday, August 16, 2013

Two steps up, maybe 5 down

That was a close one

Well due to someone's carelessness a drink was spilt on my computer. My computer would start freaking out if it's in the bathroom and it's steamy (I like listening to music in the shower XD) so whe I saw a can of soda empty into the keyboard I just about lost it. I was fast enough. I shut it off, tried to dismantle it (But failed to compleatly) and let it dry. The fan is busted, quite a few programs won't function such as LoL, Office, and Adobe, its speed is cut in half, and my ctrl buttons keep doing combonations when clicked (I think left is ctrl + t + q and right is ctrl + + + o) It's fustrating and I was depressed to the point I almost snapped, but it's alive enough to use untill I get a new one, which is now a priority because I need the adobe programs to work and work at normal speed. I wish was a good enough artist to open commissions but I'm not, web design is fun but I don't now enough to charge for it, and I have no clue how to actually look for clients. Guess I need a job or to save up my disability, which is hard with my car, insurance, phone, and Time Warner XD

Get to know me a bit

When I get stressed I like talking ad chatting alot more than usual, or at least writing about myself (Though I've been told I should keep it to myself this is my blog and I do what the hell I want with it) so I decided when I found this picture Id answer the questions and go into detail if I want XD
I'm to lazy to retype the questions so get a magnifying glass if you can't see them XD

1. Gay, but I must admit I am curious.
2. Drawing hands
3. My stupid cat kouya's (Boyfriend and he's stupid because he made me fall into a long distance relationship)
4. Well I haven't had many dates, but my best first night with someone new was when Kou pounce kissed me XD
5. *Flushes toilet* It actually goes up and down. There are some times I look in the mirror and say holy hell, if only I could fuck myself, and there are some times when it's like why the hell does someone like me even exist?
6. Danny Magallanez, my brother since 2nd grade, Frank Rodriguez, the kind asshole, Dark Viper my bara bub and Christina Rodriguez (Not related) My kickass sister like thing.
7. Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, and Scott Pilgrim are 3 seris I remember. I actually read quite a bit.
8. Odd smells. There are some people that give off a unique smell and it's usually very powerful, not like sweat or bo, but odd smells. There are also males that try and act like girls and twinks (Skinny hairless people) I have no problem with most thin people. I'm rather thin myself, but when you have absolutly no curvature, and on top of that no body hair I am not interested. It's worse in porn where there is one very sexy buff guy and a freaking stick, usually with long hair >.<
9. He's straight forward, can be an ass sometimes and if you call him out on it he will prove you wrong how you only think he's an ass because he's right. He's a good guy that's rather passionate about how society and individuals work and think and always tries to help whether you want it or not.
10. Monkeys, Bulls, Bears, Huskys, and Tigers
11. Everyone under best friends and Kouya
12. He had trust issues and I seeked vengeance. If you think I'm a cheater I'll be a cheater, why accept the punishment without doing the crime.
13. Play LoL (League of Legends) And dance to K-pop
14. Who's who amung African Americans, Top Marksmen in JROTC, Military Summer camp, and the US Air Force, Living past 18
15. Always angry biggoted, hates gays and forces his will on others, alcoholic, bossy, aggressive, and two faced.
16. Scent of a Woman - Ailee, Flying Humanoid - ???, Give it to me - Sistar, Run Devil Run - Girls Generation, Over and Over - Three Days Grace, Mama's Broken Heart - ??? and many more I can's stop repeating.
17. Awquard. He really can't kiss ^-^"
18. I like big hairy "Bear" types. Facial hair is almost a must but there are exceptions. Muscle is nice, even better if they have a little fat. If they don't have muscle then a belly is nice as long as they don't start looking like they are melting so I guess a beer or pit belly over someone that just blew $100 at Mcdonalds. I also like Glasses, Hats, boots, tight A shirts/muscle shirts, and biker dudes, but clothing is never a determining factor. Kouya is missing ALOT of my list which goes to show you a personality will beat any preference I set XD
19. Huskies. Lots of huskies. two turtles, at least 20 fish, and a black cat named shadow
20. Some mints, but usuallt they put to much chocolate and not enough mint, Twix, Rocky Road, and almost any that has the word Monkey or contains banana.
21. Japan. The interesting things my friend brought me only made me more curious.
22. Lots of poeple say mean things to me. I don't even remember them.
23. El Paso, and Wichita Falls Tx, Mesa, Awatuki, Surprise, Tempe, and Phoenix AZ, Colorado Springs CO.
24. Your there to give me a bear hug when I need it, even when I don't look like I need it. The easiest way to make me loosen up around new people is if they can make me feel close to them, and a bear hug usually does it.
25. Computers. All computers. and becoming the good looking sucessful man that can go home and laugh in the face of the people that made school and life hell.
26. Am I a nice guy or a mean guy.Why do I let people borrow stuff from me when I feel like stabbing them threw the heart? I don't like anyone but I still call them buddy and friend as if I do. Why don't people understand what a one night stand is and why do I lead them on anyway, and why does this bitch think I care about her problems. Sometimes I'm genuinely a nice guy, but I'm also a sadistic asshole.
27. Homework hopefully.
28. Computers. Anything COmputers. Game designer, Animator, and web designer are high on my list.
29. Slipping and busting my head open when a girl I liked grabbed my paycheck and played catch me in the school cafeteria just as the second lunch was coming in.
30. I have no talents and everyone that likes me will eventually leave me. (Is that an Insecurity?)
31. Go to school for more computer jobs. If I didn't blow it all I would donate to people in need (Yes, I actually mean it when I say donate) and I would probably sell most of my stuff and travel wherever I can trying to make the world a better place. I always envied travelers in shows, it's just not possible anymore without money.
32. He's a little tubby and has very puffy curly hair and beard. He has a very thick accent which I find cute and a really annoying voice when he wants something that makes me want to punch him. he's shorter than me and hates when I call him Mario, a Dwarf, or anything like that. He also usually wears colorful clothing which contrasts my monochromatic color scheme. There are a few other guys I like but I won't describe them :p
33. I love stories and I can easily create whole worlds on a whim.
34. People repeating themselves, some people's voices period, someone not knowing what personal space is, smeone not getting the hint when I want to be alone, people with superiority complex, ungrateful people.
35. None. None at all.
36. This was asked already
37. 2 or 3. One boy, one girl, and depending on which one is more difficult will determin the third, I'm gay, I get to pick and choose. XD
38. Sadly the first thing that came to mind was going paint balling and then eating steak, lots of steak, followed by wild sex.
39. Like I said earlier, making stories. But I guess another thing is drawing heads. I usually like how they come out.
40. A sword flying threw my door.
41. I haven't been many places so I don't know. Hawaii is way to expensive, florda is always shown to have assholes and idiots, Cali doesn't seem like a friendly place, Seatlle is said to be to cold, I'l like to enjoy the rain, and Japan is outside of America. 
42. Mah. Don't remember
43. Nope. Allergies are bad, I'm never alone, the room and bathroom don't have locks, the kitchen is patetic, and the bathroom always smells like piss.
44. My music. Currently You're gonna go far Kid by the Offspring is playing.
45. I don't really know my sister anymore and I have a deep inner hatred for my brother I'm trying to keep under control
46. Been asked already
47. If my life has any value
48. I had better art skill
49. Hate my dad and don't really trust my mom.
50. I don't get this one.
51. Fuck you, fuch you, fuck you, your cool, I am OUT.
52. Yea
53. Depression. I hate I can get depressed so easily.
54. Bear hugs, bellies/abs, pecs, facial hair, accents.
55. Not sure really.
56. Not having friends and getting bullied.

Wow that was long. Lets wrap it up.

I'll be creating a new blog

Yea, lets keep random stuff like the above out. It will contain whatever I want. Hell, I may make two, one NSFW considering I am constantly looking at porn. Just about everyone does it don't look at me that way.. I'll keep you posted.


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